This is rather strange as I haven't even thought about LiveJournal for over a year until now... And I just happen to have read my old journal entries and they sounds so dumb. Oh lord, what was I thinking.

So rolling into 2009 was a breath of fresh air as I yearned for a new start but now as I reminisce, it really hasn't been any different. Apart from the fact I have a bunch of new friends that I thought I'd never have and a bunch of headaches and high blood pressure from the slow but painful time lag which rolls into exam time!

Great.

It is now 22.37pm and I've skipped school today to stay home and do a film composition for music technology and watch endless episodes of Heroes... whilst eating loads of chocolate... didn't end too productive today. However, I did produce some hEkTiK beats on Logic studio for the film composition. It's still not finished though, how upsetting.

I'm confused about the weekend and what to do. It seems like I'm kind of invisible lately as I've been uninvited to several events.... kind of forgotten about. Great.

I'm still lagging behind in work for my A levels... Revision kicks in soon. I wish it was my birthday already then I could be out going anywhere without that many restrictions and paranoia. Speaking of paranoia... I don't know if bunning during exam time is a good idea. Nevertheless, its a time killer and relaxing so therefore, whatever.

Lets just stick with alcohol.

Also, I regret deciding to host a joint 18th birthday party. It is all so overly stressful. As they say; Location, location, location. Seriously, it really is about location. Me and Holly have looked at so many venues and we visited one in Shoreditch a couple of weeks ago but it was pretty disappointing as we thought that venue was "the one". In addition, so many of the clubs/bars are persistent to ID EVERYONE at the door which means about 60 people from the guest list won't be allowed into the party... which... is... just... great. So this leaves me and Holly still desperately looking for the right venue. How stressful. I might just not do anything. Fuck it all. Too much stress.

I'm rather sleepy now, after doing, you know, nothing all day.

Goodnight journal.

things are confusing now.

i'm practically failing my a levels... but i'm gonna try harder and i guess i'm kind of disappointing my marge.
just hallow it. everything.
i don't want to go to school.

i just wanna cotch and party.

how sad?

i just can't be bothered to try anymore.

WHAT A LONGTING MAN.

i got a free yard man
nah i gotta see ma man

SUCK OUT.

ok i havent been on this for like tiiiime

and shit man i forgot my password
but safe to lj, it was saved on the site mann
kllllll and tinggg
anndd manz loves my gash!
theres sum serious pricks out there
who dont know what they chat bout
get ur facts right before u accuse anyone of doing any shit
u little piece of shit
arse
wanker
tit
fucker


i love you all my baby boos 4 lyfey
i love my gash:
kate
eve
frankiee
and all my mandemz out there too!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

am going france 2moro!
miss u all sooo muchh
hopefully u'll miss me :)
cyaaaaaaa baaaaaaabbbeeess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

will be back in a week

lolllll i've just realised how fucking much i wrote in my last entry... but yeah i wonder if anyone actually read it, apart from the few that i know that have in fact read all of it. lol

i really like gym class heroes

and today was fun :)

its late, am going to mix's house for saras surprise party. lol

these lezzars just fancy me:

sofi
india

oh god.

ok so i havent written in this for ages and i might as well talk cos i had quite an unusual day yesterday. this might be kinda long.

well basically, me, sam, ayman nd charles went to meet sofi and ambi for the first time. and its kinda like the first time i've ever done that, meet someone off myspace that is. but thinking about it, the whole day was kinda fun.

basically sofi told us (me, sam and ayman) to buy ambi a cake cos basically its her birthday tomorrow and ok we've never even met these people before but they i guess it was the ambi's birthday after all. so then i went with charles to the o2 centre and sam and ayman arrived later than planned as usual but we had enuf time to get the cake for ambi, so we went to sainsburys and i was with 3 guys and sam picked out this mini gift smarties cake for her which was like £2.99 and im like thts so shit, and them theyre all likee "juuustt geeettt ittttt godddddddd, its small so then she doenst need to caarryy ittt" nd im like wtf but yeah we got it.

and ayman jacked an egg from sainsburys lol. and he was like chucking it really high outside the o2 centre and, ayman being ayman chucked it like reaaaaally high then tried catching it but failed so theres now a splatted egg outsdide the o2 centre. then these foreign people laughed at ayman.

so then ambi and sofi suddenly appeared running down the road screaming towards us and then run PAST us. wtf, who does that. and then all of us just look at eachother, sam going "wtf have we got outselves into....."

lol it was kinda funny

anyway we hopped on the 13 bus randomly nd then sofi kept doing the splits on the bus nd they were just being weird, then we got off nd went to golders hill park and did fuck all. and ambi dropped her cake on the floor whilst trying to eat it then ayman chucked it at them. lol

afterwards we were waiting for the bus nd we were trying to make sam and ambi sit next to eachother, it worked but they didnt even talk. cos theyre tooo "shy" to even sit next to eachother nd talk. sam was being shit, and u know it sam. and sofi was being a hoedown, like lesbianing over me and all over ayman lol. before patrycja, ayman had no gash and no patrycjas gone away for like 8 weeks, aymans getting all the gash. lmao it makes me laughhh ahhh. gotta love tht boy.

anyway got on the bus then we decided to go to indias house, cos they were meant to meet us but then they cudnt cos "something went terrible wrong" with indias hair (it went grey when she dyed it purple) so she had to dye it agen. lol

it took about 45 mins trying to find her house and with sam's (shitty) "navigation skillz" we were going around in circles. but it was kinda fun cos sofi and ambi were being weird and these guys in the bus were checking out ambi nd then sofi shaked her ass at them. lol
then we finally found it and we kinda crashed her room, so i apologised to india after for crashing her house. oh yeah and sam was gna pretend that he fancies mix but that didnt happen. puussyyyy booooyyyyyy, oh and charles went home from indias.

and on the way, ambi wudnt stop fingering ayman.........
ok not literally but she had her finger in his hole
(lollll)
his hole in his jumper...

anyway after THAT, we WALKED all the way to toys 'r' us with sams "navigation skillz" of the brent cross and hendon areas. and took us the long way by being somalian and crossing high speed motorway roads. dumbasses. the only reasons we went to toys 'r' us is cos sofi sed tht her mum was gna pick her and ambi up from there and sofi and ambi were complaining tht they needed the toilet, so we went to toys 'r' us and GUESS WHO WE SAAWWWW! nana.

i find it quite amusing how hes a paedo and hes working in toys 'r' us. anyone with me? or maybe its more ironic than amusing.

anyway sam pushed me into the boys toilets then i split my coke which cost a whole 95p and the man told us off, i felt kinda bad. ok tht sentence was kinda useless. but so is this journal entry and a load of blabber.

then after all tht, sofi didnt want her mum to pick her up so we WALKED agen, all the way to brent cross shopping centreeee, and sofi needed to buy stuff then ayman kept refusing to go cos he "knows what girls are like when they shop". anyway brent cross was kinda boring, went into the body shop, sofi bought sumthing and then i took the bus home. and then them 4 took the C11 home or whatever.


now it is,
operation charles-sofi and
operation sam-ambi

but sofis a weirdo, too weird.


soooo i guess thats the end and also my rooms getting decorated and painted nd stuff. its gna be looking groooovy.
thats a lot for today.
im out, latterrrssss

why was everyone sad today

was i the only one who was happy
frankie and eve gimme jookkess blaaad
reppin' da nw4
safe am cuttin

oh we really do hate the camera, the camera hates us :(

sam and ayman's band's music video
inspired by We Fall Victim
people who were at the Hits will get this!
oh its too funny


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kdHocOw16Ow

oh injection injection, oh how much do u pain my arm.

jack johnson 2moro :D yeeeeeeeeeeeee

Wellwell... so its 1 week to seeing Jack Johnson in concert... YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYY =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D =D WOOHOO BABY!

so at my uncles now whilst mum nd keith r skiing down the alsp of... saas fe or sumin, well mayb not so my mum but probably keith.

yesterday went out with my cousin, michael, to trocadero with all his chinese friends. and i met his chinese girl friend on friday night, while she was here. yeah... shes kinda chinese, pretty and petite. friendly. well anyway his friends kept going back to this dance machine game whch they practicaly OWNED and like no one else ever played it. we were all there for ages, nd just hanging around nd i watched these other ppl tht kept going on the DDRs omg, the crazy chinks tht go on it all day nd these other weirdos. complete pros! i was in awe man.

amnyway yeh basicall trocadero is chink central nd apaprently the chinese mafia go nd chil there daily but only at night. so itsall kinda weird.

then like we (being me nd my cousins friends) went to oxford street cos my cousin neeeded to buy sumthing for his girlfriend for valentines day. (his girlfriend wasnt with us u see)
nd so he eventually got her a heart necklace nd a MASSIVE cxard nd when i mean masive, a biggup one.

anyway this is long.
cya

oh i miss summer too, oh i do too dina i do.

yeah man, fuck you whore.

i miss summer time, hanging out at golders green park.
allow winter.

j to the o times 2 is out bruv.
xxx

hmm last day of autumn term... (which was yesterday)

period 1 - science with ms loo, handed in my coursework hoping to get either an A/B but fuck it, if i dont, i'll ask to re-do it.

period 2 - IT, had a supply cos our other IT supply for the whole term had left (Ms Wong, little scrawny china lady), so we had that buff drama teacher Ms Morgan. Shes weird... she plays roll deep in her drama lessons and she sings and dance everywhere. Ahh so we couldnt find the key for E4 cos it was locked... and yada yada stayed in MS Greenbergs room for a bit then the caretaker came and opened up the computer room. Did nothing much.

period 3 - we had form time and had a paartaay. It wasnt incredibly good but heck, got free food and did secret santa thing. I got a fat bag of maltesars, couldnt figure who it was from tho.

period 4 - Had a longting assembly and the yr 9 form tutors looked senile since most of them had on headbands with the sticky out ears of different sorts. Acts from the winter concert performed, BRRRAAAP TO DA GOSPEL CHOIR! ahh angie got to do her beatbox shizzle and remixed happy days. woohoo.

and then after school, well i didnt wanna go home since it was bare too early. School finished at 12.30, then I bumped into Sam and ayman on my way home and then sam asked me if i wanted to go to his house and i was like... hmm fuck it, sure.

Sams house - those 2 fuckers are crazy. Basically they spend most of their time prank calling random ppl like eve, georgia, szetingalingdingdong, other laura etc. And sam asked out some girl, whos a friend of other laura and they were going out. She was jewish! then sam and ayman fought quite a lot after they set up the xbox for no reason. Aymans balls got whacked a lot, he may now be infertile.

Then randomly sam was to me like, "jojo, do u wanna see sumthing really coool?" "um... yeah okay".
So Sam got a deodrant and loads of matches, then he lit a match and sprayed the deodrant on the match, it didnt work at like the first 4 attempts but nono suddenly on the 5th, ther was this buffffting sik flame from the match. was bare cool.

Another act, Ayman sprayed loads of deodrant on his trousers (crotch) and it looked like a cum stain then he tried setting it alight, didnt work. Almost did. But then they thought of sumin else and Ayman sprayed a loaadss of deodrant on his hand and sam lit it and it looked like ayman had a ball of fire on his hand. SIK.

Then later ayman confessed his true feelings to eve/georgia, or both. And other laura wants to fuck sam, and her jew friend ronelle is going out with sam and ayman. ... Its rather dodgy.

Oh then sams little brother and mum came back home and his brothers so cool, he hates eve and swore at her. Basically this is how it went:

eve - aww charlie lets be best friends.
charlie - -sticks middle finger up-

eves weiirddd.

OH and sam, eve thinks u "sxc" and she sed tht u 2 wud be a brilliant couple together... shes crazy.

Lol then sam talked to melissa on msn and asked her dumb questions like
"do you like bananas?"
"not really, do u?"
"dont ask me stupid questions, bitch"
ahaha hmm...
and also
"do you have melons? big melons?"
"do you like to juggle ur melons?"

ahaha lol... kept me in hysterics.

the psp is addictive, i may want one... but do i need one. its like an advanced gameboy. probably wont use it often tho.

And thats all for now... i think.
xxx

What does your handwriting say about YOU?


... i dont think thats right!

:(

You Are Chunky Monkey Ice Cream

Truthfully, you're too spazzy to be chunky - you cheeky monkey!

Ahahahaha! aaand... why do people call me a monkey?!

hmm... am i really? NOT EVEN HALF WAY THERE TO EMO!

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In September I bought porn for vanillamlkshake (-10 points). Last Tuesday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In June I signed my organ donor card (28 points). In March I put money in monsieur_mimi's expired parking meter (14 points). In October I broke i_love_michaelt's X-Box (-12 points). Overall, I've been nice (346 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony! Sincerely, pinguu

Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username:

haha PONYYYYYY!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaay... sorry sam... bout ur xbox

ria's weird comments of yesterday and today(nothin actually means what they seem to be):

"yufan! look at my HOLE!!" - yufan thought about the hole at the bottom of uou... yufan: "ewww", ria: "no!! my hole down THERE".

(in the restaurant, was about to pay) ria: "so is that 5 pounds for head??"

"jo! go sleep with melissa! -everyone laughs-... fine i'll go sleep with melissa" - it was cos i was tired and... yeah.


(we were all in my bed, 5 of us, and ria was leaning on daniel but it was hot)
"daniel, take your top off!!"

(morning, yufan was eating cookies with milk) ria: "jojo doesnt have nice milk at her house! JOJO LIKES MY MILK! i have nice milk at MY house! it's full fat!"

i say, "yufan looks well like her dad", ria: "yeah, but her mums well pretty"

this is yufans moment: "you know the pussy GIRLS.... whatwhat?!!?"

me and ria are sure theres more... but yeah thats all for now. byee

*** oh yeah tom split the beer on himself and soo he shouts out "don't worry, it's on my crotch!"

ohh and then when laura's beer starting frothing up as well, tom says "do you want to borrow my crotch???"
ahahaha... ah le sigh.

So... sam complained i havent written in me journal for a wee bit nd he cudnt be bothered to write in his own so here be my latest chit chats.

today we had non-school uniform day and woopdidoo, not tht amazing but in the morning i had to go to barnet hospital to go check up on my ankle. Waited for flipping longting just to see this physiotherapist guy and he had this trainee girl tht he kept testing and asked her about the names of the bones from my ankle x-ray, she struggled on some >_<

Anyway, learnt something new, apparently i have sprained my internal ligaments yada yada yada, which is worse than breaking your ankle (?!) well if u break your ankle it takes 6 weeks or so, whilst if u spain your muslce/ligament thing it takes like 6 months (?!?!) so humdidum cant do sports (including netball, dammit!) until february or sumin and tht guy recommende me to wear Timberlands (!) to school as they support ur ankle, c'mon tht guys cos sum bloody expensive taste!

So after that was done, had breakfast on the way back to school cos i woke up late today and my mum was fucking rushing me for no reason, shes such a paranoid freak. Walked into English and woohoo got a merit with coming up with a wiked headline ("Monster Munch!") about some skinny-ass Jap guy winning sum hamburger competition. 69 burgers!! (hahahaha 69... le sigh). Yeah all the breaks were pretty wet.

Had Business Studies, it can be well interesting when you have the right teacher. Right now we're doing recruitment nd shizzle, so we're filling in job applications nd stuff nd doing interviews and seeing what employers are looking for yada yada yada.

Music: God its so fucked up! tomorrow we have to hand in our composition, well our theme and 1 variation and it has to be on Cuebas (music progam on the computers) and like the comps are fecked except for 3 or 4 of them and its just pooooo, nd its like 12 of us in the class. I hadn't even started it.

Then science, you know, poo. doing energy and biology 1 now. shizzle.

After school, went to music and recorded my music piece, thank god. Some people are bare annoying, espeicially when theyr with a certain group of friends. baaaaaare annoying!

nehoo much love xxx